This reminds me of the times when all of my energy becomes directed into anger at the unseen force messing with my head. Don't you wish that your depression was personified and you could just give it a good pummeling?
Is it just me or does this remind you of Maddie Ziegler in one of Sia's videos? Chandelier video I think. Although how they paused that video well enough to figure out what was written on her hand, I have no idea!