One may wonder why Our Lady requested that the faithful meditate on the rosary mysteries for fifteen minutes, when praying the rosary itself involves meditating on the rosary mysteries and takes about fifteen minutes to pray.
Still learning how to leave things at the altar, in God's most capable hands, permanently.and not pick them back up again when I think things are moving too slowly or not at all. We have to trust in God's infinite wisdom and timing.
The enemy will try to break you, steal your joy, shake your confidence, destroy your faith, and make you feel hopeless but you don't need to listen to one single lie of his. You are created with a purpose. You are loved. You are victorious with Christ.