Awww this reminds me of that night you went to bed earlier than me because you weren’t feeling well and then a few hours later when you woke up frantically, you found me in the bed next to you and then you held me and pulled me closer
in a slump at the moment and reading this helped. I hope it helps others that are struggling
You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, and that, my love, is bravery. So just remember that your doing what you can and that is all that matters. You survived.
It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.
I am tired of trying to hold things together that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do.
"Feels like the dark night of the soul where you are caught in limbo between the old and the new. Old ambitions and pleasures have all gone away, but the new way of being has not fully come into existence yet.