this is one of the most heart braking things in a long distance relationship . saying goodnight kisses and hugs but when it all skinks in that there not there is when you put your arms out and wanting to feel them laying there beside you .
I try to be strong. Sometimes though I cant handle it. Sometimes I have to remember that Im just a man. A man with feelings . I need to cry , i need to allow sadness . Then I wipe tears away and get back up, and keep going strong.