Jesus talking to the father, for me. Tops of my feet hurt. My hands ache. As though I'm being nailed to the cross. So many trials. I'm so tired of them though I pray to Jesus to get me through them because I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ONE MORE DAY OF ARGUING OR STUPID FAMILY STUFF. I'LL NOT PARTICIPATE. Jesus has my back. I'm going to BE STILL and Ask ,Seek and Knock and see what door opens for me. Total Christ dependency! -JPR