I would change this: I am not sorry for caring, for trying, or for any of it at all; although, now that I sit back and think about it, I am sorry it took all of this for me to learn such a large lesson.
It seems everyone knows the truth in their own lives but the heart always likes to fight the hardest battles. The heart always looks for reasons beyond logic and understanding, so in the end Acceptance of the truth, takes time.
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