Not an easy Task for sure! But with Gods guidance Anything is possible. "Our task is to become our best selves. One of God's greatest gifts to us is the joy of trying again, for no failure ever need be final.
The sun will rise again tomorrow, so if something didn't work out today, try again tomorrow or the day after. With chronic illnesses, fatigue and pain will often change or limit your plans. Don't worry--let it go. There's still time.