I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just sit and talk. About love, about life, about anything, about everything . Bound by no obligations, barred by no human limitations .
Maybe he does actually care.maybe he cares about me the way I care about him.maybe thats why he didnt respond, its just too hard to talk to me.maybe thats why the last day ended with 6 hugs. I miss camp, and I miss him