I am my worst enemy. I learned long ago that if I attacked myself then it did not hurt as bad when others attacked me. It was about survival. Now, the hardest thing I am learning is how to love myself.
I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
Pain/ Hurt ~ Depression~ Low Self Esteem ~ Feelings Of Being So Lonely ~ Feeling Lost ~ Doubting Everything You Ever Thought About Yourself ~ No Hope ~ Broken ~ Self Harm ~ Feeling No Self Worth ~ No Since Of Direction ~ Now You Hate Yourself ~ Suicide ~
Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion