Especially right after sending them a song like the FL/GA line song holy and calling and telling the person that is how you feel about him but could never explain. Then within 2 months in bed with someone else when he never changed how he treated you. What kind of person does that to someone????
"Maturity comes when you stop making excuses and start making changes." When you stop making excuses about why you lied, mistreated someone or abused someone and accept your responsibility, positive change will happen.