You weren't my first love, however, you were the one that I love the deepest. I hoped you and I would grow old together. I hoped you were my last love. You may have walked out of my life but you never left my heart.
He may have thought it was easy for me to leave, but it was one of the hardest things I have ever done. It hurt like hell. Because I did love him with all my heart, body and soul. I know at one time he loved me too.
The idea of forbidden love is found between Nicholas and Etta. They come from families who are at war, as well as from different time periods. In Nicholas' time a man and a woman of different races was also looked down on.