You gave all of your (and our) intimacy away to a failure, a loser a stranger who just didn't want to be lonely in his pathetic life. What's that make me? What do we have left that's 'just ours' as husband and wife?
She never "remembered" all the little things i did. It was always, in her eyes, how "horrible" i was. I was never good enough. Everything i did was to "betray" her. I've found the courage to let you go. I finally love myself enough.