i had a dream once that i did the finger gun thing and i pulled the trigger and i had it agents my head. well, Oli Sykes saw me doing it and pulled me aside and talked to me about how i need to stop doing that and how i need to love myself because he saw my scars. even though that it was just a dream, i have not done it for almost 5 months.
right arm this with lyrics around it. lyrics are "I'm scared to get close, I hate being alone. The higher I get, the lower I sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim." sempiternal Bring Me The Horizon