The sooner you realise, the better :/ I'm tired, everyday is a battle with my mind, if you can't picture anyone else in your life then why not put me back in it, yes we made mistakes, we broke each other, but we can come back, start something completely new, both learn from our past, if you love me as a person you would see past what's happened between us, put it to the side for a second and just focus on what your heart wants.... nothing perfect just works first time...